Giving up my "Juiciness"

Wveryone tells me to just find a guy and get my ‘groove’ on but I can’t do that.

First, it would be giving myself away cheaply and second, it would be like cheating on HIM…. I have waited this long - 6 years, 6 months and 27 days but who is counting.

I mean, I am waiting on HIM and if I give my ‘juicy-ness’ up to someone unworthy, then what will I have to give to HIM.

If I don’t wait, then all I will have to give HIM when HE comes is guilt and shame.

I want to BLESS HIM, not CURSE HIM…………………………

Maybe my thinking is messed up. I might be too old fashioned. I don’t know.

I just have to wait on HIM.

HIM
HIM
HIM

Where are you?
Hurry up and get here already!